My boyfriend says he will continue to be with me. We only have a year till I'm moving over there with him. I am scared because of this. he would have easily thrown me away and for a reason that was entirely idiotic. But i know how he feels. I know that pain he's going through. I just want to be there for him when he is feeling lonely. He wouldn't admit to it, but he was crying that day. I could hear it in his voice. I just knew what he was saying was hurting him, that he didn't want to lose me; give me up. So i told him we weren't going to give up. We are going to try harder to make each other feel less lonely. Less frustrated, and more loved.
- We are going to call at least 2-3times a week
- write letters
- send care packages to each-other
- send gifts
- communicate better
- see each other more.
- and just try harder
I am in love with this man. I don't know what the future holds, but I know he has to be in it.